John Joseph "Joe" NesSmith

Papa,

My Lord Your Really Gone! This Sucks Sometimes I Just Cant Handle It...I Have Needed You Alot Here Lately..I Guess You Know Every Night I Call On You And Pray To You I Know You Hear Me.

I Know I Havnt Got On Here In Forever But Its Because I Cant Really Get Myself To Do This Its Really Hard For Me To Deal With This I Hope Your Havin A Blast With Your Family I Heard God Is A Really Good Guy Papa I Hope I Get To See You Soon! Tell EVERYONE I Said Hey Up There And I Am Sorry From Now On I Am Back To The Old Jessica!O And I Am Into The Whole Photo Shoot And Modelin Thing Now..Crazy Right I Know I Would Have Never Thought I Would Do That Lol! Well I LOVE YOU&I MISS YOU Papa Very Much!!

Love-Your Little  Angle

It has been 3 years today that you past away. The time goes by so fast but the hurt and want for you to be here with me is always there. I know you are better off with out all of the pain that you had, but I know I am being a child that just wants her dad.I love you and miss you so much. I know I will see you again someday, I just wish it was today.

 

I love you daddy,

Joei

Tomorrow is your Birthday and I miss you so much..I wish everyday that I could talk and see you. I love you so much daddy and I hope everyday that I am doing the things that I  need to do to make sure that I see you again oneday.

Happy Birthday Daddy.

I love you so much

Joei

Well its been a year and there so much to tell
been doing alright in spite of myself
just wish i could stop feeling bad when i pray
But I know I'm gonna get there someday

who i wanna be still seems so far away
but i know i'm gonna get there someday

glad i told you all i meant to
while i had the chance
cause every moment i had with you
made me who i am


well i guess i'll be movin on
i'll just leave these daisies by your stone
and daddy, i still miss you every day
but i know i'm gonna get there someday

when that'll be, guess only God can say
but i know i'm gonna get there someday

papa its thanksgiving now it was hard not having you around but grandma made a good dinner lol i wish u were here its hard not having you around but i know your better off i love u papa so much. its just really hard not having you here

Dad,

       This is your first born daughter Diane & i know we did not have alot of memories together. But it does not mean that i did not dream as little girl that my dad could see me & love me to. But that did not happen.

But the last year of your life we spent time together & and i know that you were happy to see me. The first time ever that i could look into your eyes and truely see the love you held for me. On New years day when i set off the fire works for you you looked like a little boy seeing fire works for the first time. I did not know that it was going to be your last time. Cause you were gone from us 10 days later. So now i want you to wrap up tight in your blanket that i gave you for christmas.

 Hold it around you tight because it is my arms & love wraped all around you.

I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!!!!!

 

                                               Diane

Daddy,

I guess to some people this might be crazy, but i just wanted to write you even if you will never read it. I miss you so much and i feel like i am going crazy. I just dont know what to do. I know you are so much better in Gods hands but i want you back so much. I know i try so hard to tell myself that and know that you are better but i am your baby girl and you have always been there for me and i just dont know what to do. I feel so bad for mom and dont know what to say to make her better. You know the day that you past you ask me to take care of her and that you was not going to ask her and i not to fuss because you knew we could not do that and then you smiled and kissed me  but  guess what, we have not ,not one time...that is so crazy right. We had Jessica birthday yesterday she missed you being there.We all did. Jarred is in spring training for jv football and he has a starter spot on right end. He pushed 200 on bench lastnight. I just have so much i want to talk to you about and i guess this is the only way i can get it out....Daddy I love you...and have a good day ok. Talk to you soon.

 

Love you baby girl

Just wanted to tell you Happy Easter. It was not the same without you here. We hunted eggs at the house. I hide them for mom this year and I made sure I did her a egg just like you and her always did. I Love You Daddy and I Miss You So Much. Tell everyone I said Hi. Hope You had a good Easter. Talk to you on your Birthday.

My daddy was the best, he was always there for me and I miss him more than words can say. I know he is better now but that does not take the pain away. He loved car racing so I know him and Dale are up there talking about how Jr.is doing  every Sunday. He loved all of his grandkids so I know he is keeping them safe everyday. On March the 31 this past Saturday dad and mom would have been married 39 years. We miss you daddy and love you.

I remember that my papa and me used to spend the night together and he would always push me on the tire swing and he used to buy me stuff when he went some where.I miss him so much and I loved him with all my heart.